Post by Severus Tobias Snape on Aug 23, 2014 22:54:19 GMT -6
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I am Severus Tobias Snape. I was born to a pure blood witch named Eileen Prince and a father who isn't even worth mentioning but I suppose you will insist, he was a muggle named Tobias Snape and is who I was named for by my muggle loving mother. Now I know what you think....I hate him because he is a muggle, because that is the way of a death eater, but that sort of hate is yet to come to me. Yes that is right, I do not actually hate muggles or at least not all of them, but I know they will never truly accept who we are for I have seen this for myself. I am not truly convinced that the dark lord is right. Why am I fighting for him then? I have no where else to go. No one I can truly trust, the one person I could I shoved away but 3 years ago. But no, the hate I had for my father is not a unfounded hate for muggles but rather it stemmed from the hate a child has for a neglectful and violent parent. From a young age I was pretty much on my own in the world and friendless at that. Like I said my father isn't even worth mentioning and my mothers most redeeming quality was that she was pure blood, which helped me find my way in Slytherin house when I got to Hogwarts. Pureblood's can make strong alliances there after all and yes they are more of alliances then actually friendship, quick to fall apart if you do the wrong thing, step on the wrong toes. And of course do this and you may wish you where dead or you very well could be anyway.
You ask about Lily Evan's? Lily was my first friend. One of the few and first people to show me kindness. Its a shame the same can't be said about her muggle sister, Petunia. Petunia was the second cause of my distrust for muggles but once again not my deciding factor to join the Death Eaters and Lord Voldemort. Her hate did was not just aimed at me though as I caught her calling her mudblood sister a freak to her face. It was only then that I made myself know to Lily. I had been watching her and her sister for at least a month before that. I was nine, but I remember the day like it was yesterday. It was the day I met the woman I loved after all. I watched as Lily ran from her sister and moved so that I could intercept her. I showed her that I was the same as her and then explained to her that she wasn't a freak but rather just special and that she was a witch and I a wizard. I don't know if she believed me at first but I know she eventually did. Lily was my closest friend, even after we got to Hogwarts and where seperated into different houses. Although this made things more difficult seeing as she was a Gryffindor and I a Slytherin and the two houses rarely got along.
Being friends with her made it difficult at times with some of my more pureblood slytherin friends but her friendship was not one I wanted to give up. Her friendship also made me a target of Mr James “I'm perfect” Potter who had a crush on her. There was rarely a time where the Marauders saw Snape that they didn't curse him in some way. It never usually happened when Lily was around though. It was one of these times that cost me my friendship with Lily. It was fifth year and we had all just finished a O.W.L exam. I left the hall and had gone to the grounds where many of the other students where going on such a fine day. Potter and his crew found me, they made a fool of me and Lily stepped into help me. I did not mean to say what I did. At the time I wasn't thinking about how much it would hurt her, I only knew it would hurt him. His feelings for her where obvious to me and it wasn't until I had already called her a mudblood and watched her walked off that no matter what Potter and his friends could do to me it would never hurt me as much as those few words had hurt myself. For a few months I tried to find a way to apologise to her but nothing I thought of or tried would work and in the end I knew I had lost her. I had lost the one friendship I had that may keep light in my world. The friends I had in Slytherin all wanted to be Death Eaters and I couldn't even deny to Lily when I spoke to her that I hadn't thought about it. Of course I had only truly thought about it since things had gone down hill with her.
As much as I planed with my so called friends though, it wasn't until I saw Potter and Lily dating in seventh grade that I truly decided to join them. I knew which side Potter and his friends would fight on and there was no way I would fight with that egotistical fool. I knew my actions would hurt the Lily I had once know and loved, but I could honestly be sure that girl was still there. I couldn't help but love her but I know after my mistakes she would never love me but I couldn't continue to follow a woman who would love the man who had made my life a living hell and was part of a plan to try and get me either killed or turned into a werewolf.
And so that is how I found my in the Dark Lords ranks as part of his inner circle when I have no full hate for muggles as the rest of them do. Circumstances lead me there and are also what keep me there. I know work at a Apothecary in Diagon Alley where I can easily spy for my master as not everyone know where my true loyalties lie.[/PTab={background-color:#444; font-size:9px;padding:5px;color:#fff;tab-hover-background-color:#000;tab-selected-background-color:#000;}][/PTabbedContent={width:400px;color:#fff; font-size:9px;animation:fade;tab-hover-background-color:#000;tab-selected-background-color:#000;tab-background-color:#000;}]
Severus T. Snape
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So you want to know my life story? Why I fight for the side I do? I will tell you if I must......I am Severus Tobias Snape. I was born to a pure blood witch named Eileen Prince and a father who isn't even worth mentioning but I suppose you will insist, he was a muggle named Tobias Snape and is who I was named for by my muggle loving mother. Now I know what you think....I hate him because he is a muggle, because that is the way of a death eater, but that sort of hate is yet to come to me. Yes that is right, I do not actually hate muggles or at least not all of them, but I know they will never truly accept who we are for I have seen this for myself. I am not truly convinced that the dark lord is right. Why am I fighting for him then? I have no where else to go. No one I can truly trust, the one person I could I shoved away but 3 years ago. But no, the hate I had for my father is not a unfounded hate for muggles but rather it stemmed from the hate a child has for a neglectful and violent parent. From a young age I was pretty much on my own in the world and friendless at that. Like I said my father isn't even worth mentioning and my mothers most redeeming quality was that she was pure blood, which helped me find my way in Slytherin house when I got to Hogwarts. Pureblood's can make strong alliances there after all and yes they are more of alliances then actually friendship, quick to fall apart if you do the wrong thing, step on the wrong toes. And of course do this and you may wish you where dead or you very well could be anyway.
You ask about Lily Evan's? Lily was my first friend. One of the few and first people to show me kindness. Its a shame the same can't be said about her muggle sister, Petunia. Petunia was the second cause of my distrust for muggles but once again not my deciding factor to join the Death Eaters and Lord Voldemort. Her hate did was not just aimed at me though as I caught her calling her mudblood sister a freak to her face. It was only then that I made myself know to Lily. I had been watching her and her sister for at least a month before that. I was nine, but I remember the day like it was yesterday. It was the day I met the woman I loved after all. I watched as Lily ran from her sister and moved so that I could intercept her. I showed her that I was the same as her and then explained to her that she wasn't a freak but rather just special and that she was a witch and I a wizard. I don't know if she believed me at first but I know she eventually did. Lily was my closest friend, even after we got to Hogwarts and where seperated into different houses. Although this made things more difficult seeing as she was a Gryffindor and I a Slytherin and the two houses rarely got along.
Being friends with her made it difficult at times with some of my more pureblood slytherin friends but her friendship was not one I wanted to give up. Her friendship also made me a target of Mr James “I'm perfect” Potter who had a crush on her. There was rarely a time where the Marauders saw Snape that they didn't curse him in some way. It never usually happened when Lily was around though. It was one of these times that cost me my friendship with Lily. It was fifth year and we had all just finished a O.W.L exam. I left the hall and had gone to the grounds where many of the other students where going on such a fine day. Potter and his crew found me, they made a fool of me and Lily stepped into help me. I did not mean to say what I did. At the time I wasn't thinking about how much it would hurt her, I only knew it would hurt him. His feelings for her where obvious to me and it wasn't until I had already called her a mudblood and watched her walked off that no matter what Potter and his friends could do to me it would never hurt me as much as those few words had hurt myself. For a few months I tried to find a way to apologise to her but nothing I thought of or tried would work and in the end I knew I had lost her. I had lost the one friendship I had that may keep light in my world. The friends I had in Slytherin all wanted to be Death Eaters and I couldn't even deny to Lily when I spoke to her that I hadn't thought about it. Of course I had only truly thought about it since things had gone down hill with her.
As much as I planed with my so called friends though, it wasn't until I saw Potter and Lily dating in seventh grade that I truly decided to join them. I knew which side Potter and his friends would fight on and there was no way I would fight with that egotistical fool. I knew my actions would hurt the Lily I had once know and loved, but I could honestly be sure that girl was still there. I couldn't help but love her but I know after my mistakes she would never love me but I couldn't continue to follow a woman who would love the man who had made my life a living hell and was part of a plan to try and get me either killed or turned into a werewolf.
And so that is how I found my in the Dark Lords ranks as part of his inner circle when I have no full hate for muggles as the rest of them do. Circumstances lead me there and are also what keep me there. I know work at a Apothecary in Diagon Alley where I can easily spy for my master as not everyone know where my true loyalties lie.
